Home Sweet Home
We are all moved back into our apartment after houseitting for our friends this month. There is something so comforting about just being home. No more two story, 5-bedroom house with little Libby to care for. We got all our things put where they belong and dusted and cleared a few cob webs. In my cleaning I began to realized that when we compare ourselves to others it might seem like we don’t have it all, but I was very humbled last night having my eyes opened to see just how much God has given to us.
God gives of His goodness so abundantly and freely. I don’t always live in this fresh perspective of not taking things for granted and thankful for my blessings, but it isn’t because I don’t have what I need, I have so much more. I remember a college professor of mine used to say that Satan really works to get us to deny four key truths of God: His Word, His plan, His authority and His goodness. This is right where we doubt isn’t it?
to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose.”
Romans 8:28
‘Plans of peace and not of evil, to give you a hope and a future.”
Matthew 28:18
“I am the first and I am the last; Besides Me there is no God.”
Sometimes we exalt ourselves to a position that says, “I’m in charge,” and we proceed in a vain attempt to orchestrate our own life and events. This is our pride. Seeing God’s authority depends on our humility. I have been learning alot about humility this week and how little I actually posess of it. I am finding that humility is closely linked to obedience. This relates to authority in that if I am puffed up with pride, I am calling the shots in my life, obeying my own desires and lusts that drive me and am choosing to ignore God’s authority. When I am humble I will be submissive to God’s will and God’s commands, and in doing so recognizing who He is, Lord over all. I was very inspired to read a post by a fellow blogger yesterday as she wrote about humility, “Humbling myself before God means that I will simply obey. I won’t look for spiritual “loopholes” to get out of doing what He wants. I won’t continue to wonder what His will for me is when it’s perfectly clear what it is.”
which You have laid up for those who fear You,
which You have prepared for those who trust in You.”
And we bow low before Your throne
You are so high and lifted up
Your glory shines, it fills the world
So wash me for I am unclean
Bring me to my knees
Help me to see that there’s no good in me
You’re Lord of everything
My one and only King”



March 30th, 2005
Isn’t it amazing what happens when we move our eyes off of Him just a smidgeon? Why oh why do I do that? I think your right on…that pride stuff is one ugly package. *sigh* Isn’t it wonderful though, how the Lord has provided His Holy Spirit to enable us to be obedient. He is constantly working in and through us to mold and shape us! Thank you, Lord Jesus!
March 31st, 2005
I find that because I am organized and can manage things well, I tend to get a little “control crazy” and pretty soon I’m operating on my own steam. It’s hard to feel dependent on God when I’m flying around and juggling the kids, the house, etc. I have to keep my eyes on Christ, and remember from where I get everything.
March 31st, 2005
Kim-
I know what you mean becasue I am the same way! I sometimes feel that I know how to manage the things I have to do and I just kind of plow on without depending on the Lord. I need to have that focus too, it’s quite a discipline, and I am far from having it mastered!
-Christa